Probably both!

I’m trying to be better, but I’ve done some stuff I’m not proud of…

Mate, I think you’re missing the point - whether you “deserve” bad things or not is completely irrelevant - bad things happen to good people all the time, the universe does not care.

The only thing you can do is try to be better; but not on other people’s judgement just yours - you are the only person who has to live with your conscience.

You may go to jail if you’re doing illegal shit tho…

No it’s not censorship because if you want to see Lemmygrad’s content then you can join Lemmygrad.

In the same way, I like gardening and so subscribe to ‘Gardeners World’; doesn’t mean everyone else should be subjected to posts about weeding, feeding and getting rid of blackfly if they are not interested in that.

He’s done this before, and you haven’t made a complaint???!

Passing snuff movies around is disgusting - IANAL but I would suggest that at minimum it would be Gross Misconduct and, probably, highly illegal and he should be immediately dismissed and possibly arrested.

However, I’m not a lawyer so I would contact ACAS ASAP, see https://www.acas.org.uk/ and log everything, inc. previous videos he’s sent around - don’t delete your evidence! But ACAS will advise you best.